quitting

i have smoked five and one half cigarettes during the past six days. i have not had a beer in six days. i don't feel better than usual. i smoked while painting these. obama smokes.

at the kitchen table of the house i live at when i don't go home while the thermostat is fixed

it's cold and i can't smoke inside. i rip off klimt and fill everything in because i fucked up. this sucks, let's smoke.